INNER PARTY BAMBOOZLE

I don't know if you read my last journal/blog about BAMBOOZLE this year, but if you did then you know why I'm extremely excited. If you didn't then let me refresh your memory.

"PS: still waiting for Saves The Day or Two Tongues, and Minus The Bear to be added. 8D OHHH and Innerpartysystem and Men Women and Children. I'll take two out of five of those bands and I'll pay 60+ on tickets "

So yeah, guess who's just added in the list:INNERPARTYSYSTEM!!!
I'm not sure if Bamboozle is reading my blog probably not, but if they are then one more from that list and I'm certainly going to ooober excited to go. So yeah I guess I should post my list again just in case you know.

PS AGAIN: still waiting for Saves the Day or Two Tongues, Minus The Bear, Men Women and Children, OHHH and MIDTOWN but that would never happen.

Word To Your Mother

There are some people in the world that you know you can’t stand even if you try with all your insanity to get along with.

and it's just sad when it's your own mother.

TAKING BACK BAMBOOZLE

Ok, well I had been following the additions of the bands for this year’s Bamboozle line-up and well up until now I wasn’t convinced on defiantly going. Yeah I know NO DOUBT should be a big deal, but it’s just a benefit for me. Then of course there’s New Found Glory which is so far reason number 2 for me wanting to go, but it’s still “ehh” I can live without. Then there’s Bayside and can’t forget Cobra Starship, but this only means that Midtown is not playing. I’m not sure if I’m more excited or more disappointed at this point, but I guess I’ll see. I really wished for Midtown, but maybe my hopes and dreams of them coming back together are hopeless. PLEASE GABE JUST ONE MORE NIGHT!

Anyway my reason for this BLOG and my ubber excitement is TAKING BACK SUNDAY!!!! I haven’t seen them since Projekt Revolution two years ago. It’s been a while ADAM and I miss you. You rock my world.

PS: still waiting for Saves The Day or Two Tongues, and Minus The Bear to be added. 8D OHHH and Innerpartysystem and Men Women and Children. I'll take two out of five of those bands and I'll pay 60+ on tickets

It’s easier to dream it than to have it

Not to be EMO or anything, but every time it seems like I finally have my life in order it falls apart. It seems like the world is trying with all its might to keep me in this horrible state. A state when trying your hardest is never good enough.

I just got in the NURSING program in my college which is ultimately one of the hardest programs to get into. I’m proud of myself don’t get me wrong, but now that I’m in I feel like I need to shoot myself. I feel like since I’ve worked two hard years for this that I should be celebrating, but no I’m neurotic paranoid prissy who can’t keep herself together. They are giving me such a hard time running around getting papers here, appointment here, pay here, and jump off this building here. I’m tired of it, but I know that I just need struggle a little longer and it will be all worth it. I just don’t know how much of this I can take I’m stressed to the point where I might be hallucinating voices in my head. It’s hard now.

As if that’s not enough finally having sort of relationship with a guy I find decent is killing me. I can’t look at him in the eye and say yes I missed you to and you also rock my socks. I can’t stare into his eyes and say anything and I feel really bad about it especially if I know that I do all of those. It’s easier to dream it than to have it.

For the plus side some of the bands playing in Bamboozle 2009 have been announced. I can’t wait to see No doubt, New Found Glory and Bayside. I hope Saves The Day Plays or at least Two Tongues. I hope Men Women and Children play again and also maybe see Minus The Bear. I guess we will see what they have in store for us.